it's been a year already? How time flies. Seems like it was just yesterday I and hubby drove down to the hospital, I was overly anticipating to meet her.
Although the truth is I'd lost myself right during my pregnancy; from the food I ate, the manner in which I slept and how I indulge in my daily activities were not me anymore. Everything had suddenly revolved around her and now I'm on a journey to finding myself again.
Although if I'd be fair, things would never be the way they were before conception, not even my body, my friends nor lifestyle.
Motherhood is indeed beautiful. I'd never had imagined loving some other person more than myself.
Suddenly I get cold feet considering Working. No I'd rather be an Entrepreneur I say, I definitely don't want to be a stay at home mum, not like there'sanything wrong with that but it's not for everyone. I'd be miserable if i tried. I want to earn money taking care of my baby.
I'd spend hours online reading and trying to decide on what I really want to do.
it's really not been easy, with social life pending, it takes hard work and determination to keep track with keeping fit and doing all it takes to live my best life.
But then I think what's the rush? I spent nine months of my life preparing for her birth, everything I read, watched, listened to, thought, talked and dreamt about was birthing a gem and ensuring she had the best start and beyond.
Asides being a Mum I'm doing all what it takes to stay fit and healthy.
Reading is to Mind as Exercise is to the body.
I'd kick start from here.
Grateful for my support system.
#luluextra
Although the truth is I'd lost myself right during my pregnancy; from the food I ate, the manner in which I slept and how I indulge in my daily activities were not me anymore. Everything had suddenly revolved around her and now I'm on a journey to finding myself again.
Although if I'd be fair, things would never be the way they were before conception, not even my body, my friends nor lifestyle.
Motherhood is indeed beautiful. I'd never had imagined loving some other person more than myself.
Suddenly I get cold feet considering Working. No I'd rather be an Entrepreneur I say, I definitely don't want to be a stay at home mum, not like there'sanything wrong with that but it's not for everyone. I'd be miserable if i tried. I want to earn money taking care of my baby.
I'd spend hours online reading and trying to decide on what I really want to do.
it's really not been easy, with social life pending, it takes hard work and determination to keep track with keeping fit and doing all it takes to live my best life.
But then I think what's the rush? I spent nine months of my life preparing for her birth, everything I read, watched, listened to, thought, talked and dreamt about was birthing a gem and ensuring she had the best start and beyond.
Asides being a Mum I'm doing all what it takes to stay fit and healthy.
Reading is to Mind as Exercise is to the body.
I'd kick start from here.
Grateful for my support system.
#luluextra
Comments